Monday, June 4, 2012

Better late than never...

 I haven't posted in a long time and I'll start with the not so great parts just to get it out of the way. This past mothers day marked my third miscarriage in 7 months. It has been hard to make sense of it, but I have just come to the conclusion it must not be time yet. I need to focus on getting myself healthy. Through all of these constant ups and downs with my hormones and immune system, I have been spiraling into bad habits. I know the Lord knows me, and knows I could be better. He has a lesson to teach me and you bet I'm gonna learn it. I have to stop myself from feeling bitter towards the many people around me having babies. I am happy for them.

Which brings me to my wonderful, not a baby anymore, son that gives me great joy. Damon Brody Grossnickle turned 2 on May 31st, 2012. I have written a little letter to him trying to round up his cuteness to reflect on.








Brody, you are such a wonderful boy. Your smile makes me laugh it gives me so much joy. You have many expressions you can pull with your face, you are a natural comedian. It becomes hard to find you when you sneak outside and shut the door behind yourself. I have to keep all the outside doors lock; but even then I can still loose you in the house. You learn so quickly. Though I can't always understand you, you have so much to say. The first night we tried a toddler bed, you woke up at 2 am, let Sirius out of her room, and opened our bedroom door chatting up a storm. When Daddy took you back to bed, you kept talking and giggling as you settled back in, finding Bear and flipping your pacifier under your nose, and fell asleep. You have such great dexterity and agility. You have become better at jumping with both feel off the ground, and you can clime up to the top step on the ladder, and back down all by yourself with such sturdy confidence. Your sweet spirit has taught me a lot and keeps me in check. Before each meal, you pull up your chair, buckle yourself in, and fold your arms so reverently for prayer. You like to drink out of a cups or water bottles rather than sippy cups; although you make a mess of whatever you didn't hydrate with. Playing in water is one of the many times you light up with joy, you have so much fun. Other than playing in water, anything with wheels has your attention. You ride around the house on your tricycle, shuffling your feet. You are so close to learning how to petal. You are learning what your body can do and what it needs so well. When you show me you are tired, you will lay down with out a fuss, usually. You are so smart. You are constantly pointing to things and I can't wait till I know what you are saying. Your voice is so sweet to listen to. The way your interact with our dog Sirius is so fun to watch. She loves you very much and likes to show you often by playing with you and licking your face. When you start to get tired of her, you put your elbow in front of your face to make her stop, sometimes it works. Sometimes when I have music on, and I'm dancing around, you try to join me by running in circles trying to turn or kick. You can do and be anything. You are more than capable of accomplish all your hearts desires. Daddy and I will be here every step of the way cheering you on. We love you so much and feel so blessed that heavenly father trusted you with us and that you chose to be in our family.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Dance Team State 2011

State is finally over. We had an awesome show and an awesome performance. I'm so proud of my girls.


"Life's Interruptions"

http://www.osaa.tv/events/16832

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

I'm a blogging failer

Yep, We are still alive. This time of year is my busiest as far as dance team. Our state competition is March 16th and 17th at the memorial coliseum. I have been really involved this year with designing the show, choreographing, etc. So it's kind of a big deal for me.

Brody is doing great. I am so blessed to have him. I know not all babies are this "easy", but I'm glad the Lord knows me to bless me with him. He is such an angel. He hardly ever cries where I'm not sure what he's saying. He goes down for bed and naps without a fuss unless I misunderstand him. He has become a lot more talkative which has been really fun for Tim and I. He can say "mum" and "Dadada" and I'm just going to keep thinking he means us because it makes me feel good :)

He loves baths. That is father son time and they both love it. Tim will be getting the water ready and Brody will look at the tub and get so excited and will try and leap out of my arms. He gets the goofiest grin on his face when he realizes whats happening. He will kick and splash a little, and then relax on Daddy till he's all pruney. It's so cute

Brody is 9 months now and figured out crawling this past Sunday the 6th. He is so excited now that he has figured out a more efficiant way to get around. Monday night he was so exsausted practicing his new skill he slept all night. He's got 6 teeth with two more coming in on top.

Tim has a new job! He is doing what he is good at and enjoys doing. He is working with a brother in our ward who is a maintenance contractor. He's only working a couple days a week while the gentleman builds his company back up. With in 6 months or so, Tim will be running his own crew and have a flexible schedule to help Brody and Me. The brother from our ward is really impressed with Tim and his techniques. There is at least one thing a week Tim has saved time and money on by doing it a little differently, and fixes the problem with a better outcome. He is so talented and I'm grateful I have such a handy husband that enjoys being handy.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Brody Eyes

Since Brody was born, Tim and I have been curious about what color his eyes will be. We started taking close up pictures to try and capture their progression. I think he is set on a color now and it's been fun to watch them change.






Green it is!

Friday, December 3, 2010

Nicknames

It's funny how many nicknames and pet names come out when addressing your little one. I think Tim and I have gotten a little out of hand, it's kind of ridiculous.

Damon Brody Grossnickle

Brody
B
Brody B
Brodamon
Brodamer
Brodamer Pancake
Brodamer Skunkspleen
Broders (Denver)
Broski
Pancake
sweet pea
sweet heart
Squish ball (Danelle)
Caterpillar (Michelle)

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Brody is 5 months old

Brody is so fun. He is starting to really laugh and smiles at everyone. He weighs a whole 16 pounds and I think he was 24 inches at his last appointment. I Love having him around to listen to his stories. Hes got lots of them. These are a few of my favorite pictures. I keep trying to post videos but my internet is too slow I think.







Saturday, October 16, 2010

Roll over

Last night Brody decided to roll over in his crib while battling sleep. Tim and I both missed it but Tim noticed on the monitor that he was on his back when he remembered laying him on his belly. I went down to help him back on to his belly since it was time for bed. When I got to him, he is so pleased with himself. Not grumpy anymore, all smiles. So I picked him up since he obviously wanted to show off his new skill. I layed him down on the blanket upstairs; which he was ok with since he got to stay up later. He wouldn't roll over for us because he remembered he was tired and I put him back to bed. He then woke up every two hours, after he so graciously gave me 8 hours the night before. That was a nice but short lived I guess